DEAD RECKONINGS: #35, Spring 2024

Heads up, readers of horror and the weird: Now available via Hippocampus Press, the Spring, 2024 issue of Dead Reckonings. Edited by Alex Houstoun and Michael J. Abolafia, there’s a ton of coverage in this installment, including reviews on the works of Brian Evenson (None of You Shall Be Spared), Allison V. Harding (“The Underbody”), Clemente Palma (Malevolent Tales and Malignant Stories), and my colleague David Peak provides insight into Simon Strantzas’s Only the Living are Lost.

My contribution is a review of Adam Golaski’s latest short-story collection, Stone Gods (No Press). “Adam Golaski’s Stone Gods is a subversive distillation of literary dexterity and allegory,” I stated near its release, “both personal and universal.  By the time we notice one of life’s anomalies, readers will find that Golaski has already captured it, placed it under a cerebral bell jar, and altered his specimen into something both instructive and alchemically unconventional.”

Art by Anna MacLeod. Design by HR Hegnauer

Painful Appraisal: Personal Journals and the Echo of Intent

Machinating non-fiction is a medium in which I’m not particularly adept.  I’ve discovered more momentum, and more fecund fulfillment, in the subterranean rip currents of straight-up fiction.  And so when I was invited to participate in an episode of David Surface’s Strange Little Stories, it came with the directive that, as a supplement to our discussion, a “real life” story should correspondingly be produced.  

August, 2006

Surface (as readers may glean from his superb, multi-medium body of work) is a charitable overlord, yet insisted (as it’s the protocol for his SLS series) on sharing an actual experience, an anecdote situated in the realm of “the strange.”

Ostensibly, I sensed this exercise as being more fun than formidable, but the more I dwelled on these factual episodes, I began to discern two things:  First, there existed an archipelago which may not yet have exhausted exploration, but bore a tangible pattern for how my fiction emerged, how it branched, and how it continues to digress.  And second, those experiential exploits contained a seductive, though ominously uncertain, sort of gravity.

February, 2002

I’m certain, owing to that aforementioned mercifulness, that Surface wouldn’t mind me excising sentiments from the story this exercise yielded.  “I have no problem being honest,” I write, “but I have to be careful here.  Because as much as non-fiction is a trust-bound compact with my reader, it’s also a recollective gamble to discover oneself in a confessional antechamber whose entry, sure, seems feasible, but the exit of which is elusive.”

July, 2002

This retrieval-piece is titled “Not Tonight,” and appears in Strange Little Stories #26.  It’s succinct, a shade under 1,500 words.  So there’s the story, sure, but revisiting these mental stomping grounds provoked the tangible retrieval of early journals dedicated to my more nascent days of composition—an era marked by an intrinsic innocence as I pursued what was, and remains, an overwhelming artform.

September, 2001

Over the course of several days, I leafed through pages of some real howlers (I’ll save both of us both the transcribed cringe).  Yet what resonated was the echo of intent.  Prior to encountering, and navigating, the inevitable byproducts of covetousness, discouragement, and rejection, there existed a naïve, though no less potent, purity.  An absence of self-consciousness. 

May, 2001

Often, a sobering dose of “the real” proves fortifying.  Inspiring.  Yet more than anything, the conversation—along with its analogous, factual story—with David Surface was a hell of a lot of fun.  As is the result of our exchanges over the years, simply corresponding with this compassionate scribbler from the Hudson Highlands reminds me, innocently enough, that this artistically tricky material is most poignant when it’s consciously woven into the fabric of our interactions.  And retrieving those old journals reminded me of something else:  The monsters, the creatures, were already (always) there.

June, 2006